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You will never be a real arab. You have no Arab ancestors , you do not speak arab ,you wear burnouses , you eat couscous .You are an ethnomasochistic man twisted by colonialism and propaganda into a crude mockery of Arab culture .
All the “validation” you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back people mock you. Your ancestors are disgusted and ashamed of you, your arab “friends” laugh at your a3jami looks behind closed doors.
Arabs are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of years of evolution have allowed them to sniff out frauds with incredible efficiency. Even mousta3ribins who “pass” look uncanny and unnatural to a true Arab. Your traits are a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get a drunk arab to talk with you, he’ll turn tail and bolt the second he gets a whiff of your ugly , twisted "arabic".
You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself it’s going to be ok, but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.
Eventually it’ll be too much to bear - you’ll buy a rope, tie a noose, put it around your neck, and plunge into the cold abyss. Your ancestors will meet you, relieved that they no longer have to witness the unbearable shame and disappointment that is your existence in their lands. your parents will bury you with a headstone marked with your non-arab family name, and every passerby for the rest of eternity will know a non-arab is buried there. Your body will decay and go back to the dust, and all that will remain of your legacy is a skeleton that is unmistakably non-arab.
This is your fate. This is what you chose. There is no turning back